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by Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
at March 11th, 2007 (09:37 pm)

Purred out a moan, shivering and gasping at the soft words, eyes fluttering closed.

Nails gripping and kneading as he shifted over his sire, lips parting against the words breathed over them. Head tilting back with a whimper as that mouth moved down his throat.

He swallowed, teeth worrying at his lip as he shivered harder. "Fuck.."


Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 02:02 am (UTC)
Mood Lighting

"Know you did, you're right on that part," Spike purred, fingers stroking down his side. "Loved the feeling of me fighting, before you overtook me, made me lay still and take it, make me let you feed, make me like it..."

Loved playing this game, was addictive, replaying everything for Lindsey to see, feel. Smirked as he slid his hands down, drifting over those gorgeous swells of Lindsey's ass.

Smiled up at him before letting his face go wanton, needy, moaning loud as he dug his fingers into his childe's ass, levering himself up to rub against him desperately. Stretched out his neck as he writhed beneath him, mewling piteously.

Slowed his movement, his eyes drifting open as he looked up at the vampire above him. Drank in the reaction. "All of this is yours, Lindsey. How it can be. If you listen to what I teach you."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 02:10 am (UTC)

He shivered, eyes hot and unblinking as he stared down at his sire.

Predator's eyes.

Loved the feel of him under him, unable to deny anything the vampire was saying. Felt his teeth itch as he took in the long stretch of neck, nails digging into his shoulders again to keep him still.

Moaned at the feel of Spike's nails digging into the curves of his ass, swallowing at the feel of him squirming underneath him.

Finally blinked, swallowing slowly, letting his eyes slide over Spike's prone body. "I'm a quick learner."

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 02:56 am (UTC)
From The Floor

Raised a hand, ignoring the bite of nails in his shoulder, to lightly cup Lindsey's face. Run his thumb over the swollen, full lips. "As I can see."

Leaned up, licking and pecking at those soft lips. "Going to be the deadliest creature that ever walked at my side. Such a taste for it."

Shifted, pricking his fangs over his bottom lip. "Let me see you again, pretty darling. Show me."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 03:03 am (UTC)

His lashes fluttered, shaky breath coming from his lips as they parted under the soft stroking of Spike's thumb, face leaning into his hand.

Purred at the soft licks, kiss, words. Felt warm and happy, content.

Let his eyes flicker open at those last words, taking in the beautiful deadly face underneath his and complied, helpless to not. Felt his face ripple, the ease of the constant pressure when his face was in human form.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 03:28 am (UTC)
Punk Vamp

"Mmmmmn, now there's my boy." His demon called to that face, the smooth, deadly look of those ridges and jagged teeth.

Darted forward, sinking his fangs into the moist inside of Lindsey's lip, growling as he took him in a violent kiss that left them both shaking. The blood and saliva mixing in their mouths, the growling sounding like something primal, important.

Flipped them, pinning Lindsey beneath him with his chest, hands at his shoulders as he forced his legs open, splayed and too wide to gain leverage.

"Just know, lovely childe, that I am always on top. I choose when to play the wilting victim for you. We clear?"

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 03:37 am (UTC)

Shuddered, moaning into the harsh kiss, head spinning at the biting and growling, the taste of his own blood on his tongue. Spinning harder as he was flipped.

Snarled and bucked, hissing as his back hit the mattress. All the fire and energy built up in him over the feeding surging up, making him spit and growl.

Fight, twisting up under him, feet digging in and kicking out at his sire's legs.

Finally sagged back when it became clear no matter how hard he struggled, Spike was stronger, unable to even budge the older vampire. Sullen blue eyes narrowed but he nodded grudgingly.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 03:45 am (UTC)
Are You Serious?

Snarled, darting forward than the human eye could catch to make Lindsey flinch. Smiled in satisfaction at that.

"Glad I made my point." He pressed back up, weight still on his shoulders. "I'm gonna make you strong, luv, but you're never going to be stronger than me. Strong as me, possibly, but not for a time."

Pressed his weight down into the muscled shoulders beneath him, tongue running along his teeth. "You feeling good and fed, pet?"

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 03:56 am (UTC)

Hissed sulkily at the smug smile, shifting in annoyance.

Understood the point of it but it was still irritating to hear. The new power coursing through him craved an outlet and he didn't like to be reminded he was weaker.

Grunted at the weight on his shoulders, shifting as he stared up at his sire. Watched the tongue slide over his teeth as he settled under him, stretching and giving in.

"Yeah, I'm good for now."

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 04:19 am (UTC)

"Good. Then get up." He jumped up, gathering his clothes.

Pulled his jeans on, grabbing a fresh shirt. "Know you're pent up, bout to bust. Want to take you out for a bit, let you work some of it off."

Strolled over to the bed, aching to crawl back into that bed and continue playing more games with his boy. "Unless you'd rather stay here, work them out here..."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 04:34 am (UTC)

Licked over his lips as he watched Spike move around the room, bracing up on his elbows. Bit on his lip, eyes heated as his sire walked back over to the bed.

It was a hard decision and he groaned, elbows giving out as he sprawled back on the bed. Didn't want to leave the room, the bed, do anything to take away or speed up the few precious hours he had with him.

But he felt almost jittery with the need to do something, even if he didn't know what it was he wanted to do.

Made a mournful sound, groaning huskily at the ceiling. "I don't know.."

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 12th, 2007 04:47 am (UTC)
Mood Lighting

Spike sighed, dragging a finger down the center of Lindsey's chest almost absently.

"What you're feeling is natural, want to hunt, feed, kill. Action, mate. S'half the fun." His eyes had a little sadness, face frustrated.

"But we can't particularly do that, not yet." He cursed under his breath. "Sodding sire. Any idea when he'll let you out from under his sodding thumb?"

He put a hand up in apology. "Know you wanted to go back, were good to you and all, but he's running out of slack with me."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 05:22 am (UTC)

He felt that dark part of him inside twist and claw at those words, the hot and pressing need to cause pain, kill, see fear driving at him. Closing his eyes on a pained groan.

Focused on the feel of Spike's finger sliding along his chest, eyes slowly sliding back open as he forced the red haze back. Swallowed, glancing up at his sire.

"You've known him longer than I have."

Personally, he didn't think Angel would ever cave. Big asshole would just sit there calmly and wait for him to screw up once.

Let his teeth scrape over his lip, eyes glancing around for any kind of clock. "Do we have time to go out and come back?"

Didn't want to have to go out and then go straight back to Angel's. Needed their time together to get him through the long days.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 05:40 am (UTC)
Hello Cutie

Spike glanced at the clock and nodded, turning back to his childe. "I'd say so. I'll take you to this dive down the way, full of stupid fledges and demons to get your kicks on." He sighed heavily. "Would take you on a real kill, but I know the ponce'd have a stroke and stake you when he smelled a human on your breath."

Ran his finger along that gorgeous jaw, toungue tucking behind his teeth. "Want to show my pretty new boy off, let all the baddies know they've got a new vamp to fear round here."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 05:46 am (UTC)

He purred at that, head tilting and eyes going heavy at the finger stroking along his jaw. Licked over his lips, eyes sliding up to Spike's.

"Think I'd like that."

Wasn't all that sure he could hold his own with a bunch of vampires or demons, he hadn't done all that well against Spike or Angel, obviously, but he was stronger now. And he had a feeling Spike would take exception to him getting killed his first night out.

"Anything I need to know?"

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 05:57 am (UTC)

Spike tilted his head at that, considering.

"My style is instinct, pretty much. 'Don't get dusted.' It's what works best for you." Still, he racked his brain for something to give him, a wave of protectiveness rushing over him. All of a sudden he didn't want him to go out, wanted his Lindsey to stay locked up safe forever.

"For tonight, I'd say work your way up. Go for some scraggly punk of a bloke, get your bearings, then move up n up once you know you can do." He raised the finger up to Lindsey's face. "But."

"Don't go until you're exhausted. I know it will be attractive to go and go til you pass out, but if you get too tired someone might get an upper hand on you." He dropped his hand. "Anything you want to ask before we head out?"

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 06:07 am (UTC)

He nodded, drawing that in and contemplating it as he shivered, head tilting up as he watched Spike.

Just hearing him speak about violence and killing was enough to make him want to stay here, in their bed.

Thought a moment, tons of questions and thoughts in his mind but none truly pressing. Drug his teeth over his lip, grinning slightly. Eyes hot and more than a little eager.

"Is there anything I can't kill?"

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 06:13 am (UTC)
Mood Lighting

Spike growled and laughed darkly. "Oh pet, you certainly are the hottest thing."

He pulled Lindsey forward, lips almost touching as he spoke, his tone casual even as his blood heated. "I'll point out what's fair game. Most of the things there you can take a crack at, but there are a few that need a decent berth."

Caught his lips in a violent, hungry kiss, cock throbbing. But now wasn't the time and they needed to be off if they were going to do anything and be back to work out any other agressions.

"My beautiful, prefect little Lindsey."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 06:21 am (UTC)

He moaned roughly, body straining up against his sire's as Spike claimed his mouth hotly, almost brutally, making him whimper and pant.

Tangled his fingers in the blonde hair, twisting it tight as he tried to draw his head back down, two seconds from asking to stay.

Couldn't get enough of him, didn't want to.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 06:26 am (UTC)

Spike crawled over him, panting. "We have to get going, or we won't have time later."

But fuck he was hard as rock, talking about all the blood and violence, visualizing his childe on his first kill. Wanted to pound this boy into the mattress.

Seeing him rip apart a demon or two would be just as arousing, though. Damn he was torn.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 06:36 am (UTC)

It just wasn't right to want him this much, need him this much. All the time, never easing.

Made a soft, strangled sound as Spike crawled over him, pressing his naked body up into his sire's clothed one, drawing his mouth down as he kissed the older vampire deeply, drowning in him.

Wanted him but he knew he'd regret it come time to leave if he wasted their time now and didn't have that bonding he needed so badly before the long but too quick walk to Angel's.

"We could wait until tomorrow?"

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 06:41 am (UTC)
From The Floor

That was all Spike needed to crumble his control.

He fell on Lindsey, careful not to rock the rough fabric against vulnerable skin, mouth devouring his. When he pulled back, his eyes were flashing. Fiery.


Ripped off his shirt and jeans faster than it had taken for him to get them on, grabbing hold of his boy's legs and spreading them wide as he crawled back onto the bed. "Such a bad boy, making me want to fuck you all the time..."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:01 am (UTC)

His head spun at how fast the older vampire gave in, gasping and shuddering, a rough whimper in his throat as his legs were spread wide.

Arched his hips up, sucking in un-needed air as he panted hard, eyes hot and filled with a smug confidence in his ability to sway his sire, get what he wanted, though he was under no illusions that come the day they wanted different things, it wouldn't be as easy.

Purred up at him, voice husky. "Yeah? Maybe you should teach me a lesson, then."

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:05 am (UTC)
Punk Chest

Spike grinned, shaking his head. "Teaching you a lesson would mean I wouldn't fuck you. Now where is the fun in that?" He dug his nails into one tight asscheek, scoring lines across the muscle.

"But I'll see what I can do."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:12 am (UTC)

He made a sound somewhere between a yowl and a yelp, breath hissing out sharply as he bucked up against Spike, his own nails digging in deep to his sire's shoulders.

Shuddered, the flash and lingering burn of slight pain making him writhe up against him harder, mouth hot and insistant as he ran it up the smooth, cool column of Spike's throat, blunt teeth scraping.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:59 am (UTC)

Snarled and dug his teeth into his childe's throat, hand gripping and spreading him harshly.

He shoved himself in with little warning, loving the sounds he got for it. Liked making it rough, almost painful. Just taking what he wanted, pounding Lindsey until he screamed.

Worked himself in, pressing in insistently. Not giving Lindsey a breath of time to adjust. He wouldn't dream of doing this right out, but he'd put it to his boy pretty good tonight.

He could take it.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:09 am (UTC)

He cried out, face shifting helplessly as his eyes flew wide, full of harsh, shocked pleasure pain. Back arching high, struggling futiley against him as he whimpered roughly, all of it too much for a moment.

Shuddered over and over, nails raking deep along Spike's shoulders, neck, back.

Clinging to him even as he fought, hissing up at him even as his eyes dilated black with the harsh drugging feel of it, a raw moan escaping his throat. Squirming under him, needing more.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:13 am (UTC)

"That's it, my little wildcat." He pulled away, almost to the tip before shoving in, hips clapping against Lindsey's ass. "Such a good boy for me."

The strokes were slow, due to the harsh intrusion and the fluttering muscles trying to force him away, but every shudder, every sound and claw of nails, was beyond worth it.

"Gonna take it, aren't you? Gonna take it all, like you were fuckin made for it."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:22 am (UTC)

He keened, back bowing, unsure if he wanted to jerk away or grind up, the sound half discomfort, half scalding pleasure.

Twisted under him, hand fisting in his hair and yanking, slipping down as Spike drove in again harshly, his nails raking from above his sire's ear to below his jaw.

Gasped helplessly, reeling, choking out, "Say that.. like I have a choice," body trembling and oversensitized, feet digging into the bed.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:28 am (UTC)
Out for Blood

Spike laughed darkly, hissing at the bite of those nails down his jaw, slamming his hips in again. "You're mine, sweetheart. Mine to fuck, mine to break, mine to use."

Held onto Lindsey's hips and dragged him up into his lap, pumping his hips in a rapid, vicious pace. "All mine."

Drank in the sounds his childe made, head falling back with a shaky sigh as he set the hard, rough pace. Loving the action of just taking.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:36 am (UTC)

Those words made him shudder, feeling as if he were going to shatter apart if things kept on the way they were. But he wouldn't change it for the world.

He hissed and spit, clawed viciously over any skin he could find, tearing at Spike's hair and snapping at him with sharp teeth, but his body ground up against him, passive to Spike's every driving thrust.

Leaving his marks on his sire's body but taking everything he was giving him, snarling and crying out, whimpering when it got too much to take and the pleasure swamped him, fight slowly leaving him as he writhed up, pleading for more.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:44 am (UTC)
Vamp Attack

Spike growled in desire as he watched the fight get fucked out of Lindsey, his face hard, dark.

"That's my boy." He levered himself over the young vampire, pistoning deeper than before, loving the startled, choked cries it caused. Fangs dragging along his lip.

His whole body seemed to sting and burn from Lindsey's attacks but it only made him feel the fire that much more. "Little one, made for my cock. Such a good fuckin' whore."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:56 am (UTC)

His eyes slit open to hiss balefully at him, before they clenched shut again, head rolling back as he sobbed and choked on whimpering cries.

Twisting under him, needing, straining hard up against him.

Every thrust pushed hiccuping, hitching cries from him, startled sobs of pleasure, lust, need. Gradually getting louder as he gave over all control to his sire, pleading between cries, nails digging in again but for leverage, to hold on, not claw and fight.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 09:03 am (UTC)
Punk Vamp

"Got you, baby, that's it, just hold onto me." Everything changed as the fight finally flew out of him, his body showing no mercy as he panted out the sweeter, more careful words.

Slid a hand between them, taking that rigid cock in hand and twisting his fist over it, thumb slipping over and over the head. "Got you so hard, fucking you like this? Can't wait til I fill you up with come, don't you. Filling you with me, deep inside..." He jacked him in time with his thrusts, hand flying.

"Love seeing you come all over yourself, such a hot little fuck you are."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:25 pm (UTC)

He struggled and sobbed, face contorting as the pleasure became dizzying, overwhelming.

Mixed with the nasty purred out words, all he could do was shake and cry out, over and over, body locking up in slow degrees. That hand rough and fast on his dick making him beg, bucking up into it as his head shook on the bed.

Couldn't handle it, couldn't take any more.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:41 pm (UTC)
Vamp Attack

Spike ran his tongue along his fangs, taking in the body jerking on his cock. Just the mewling cries, the deadly face contorted in extreme pleasure was enough to make him come right then.

Knew Lindsey needed a little extra, a little push over the edge to get him to fall apart. Knew all too well how it was the first couple years after turning, the almost constant craving to be claimed, bit, reassured you were theirs. Seeing the fading bites on his neck were tempting, but boring. Wanted to go somewhere a little easier from this angle.

"That's right, scream for it. Love when you scream." He lashed out, sinking his fangs into Lindsey's left nipple, sucking hard at the gush of blood it gave. Growled demandingly into the flesh, tongue grazing and flicking at the sensitive nub as he drank.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:50 pm (UTC)

He did scream at that, back bowing off the bed as he bucked and clawed vicious along his sire's shoulders, body convulsing over and over under Spike, around him.

Falling apart, shattering into a million shaking, throbbing peices.

Felt like he came forever, body hot and tight, collapsing back into the mattress as he whimpered continuously.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 07:58 pm (UTC)

Spike sped his thrusts as he felt himself falling over the edge, cooing and lapping at the broken flesh of Lindsey's flesh before he gasped, burying deep as he emptied himself deep inside his childe.

Made him growl triumphantly, head flying backward as he came, gold eyes sparkling as he looked down at the shivering, mewling creature under him.

Captured that lost mouth with his own, fangs pricking and catching at lips as he ate at Lindsey's mouth. Taking him, everything he wanted.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:16 pm (UTC)

Lindsey shuddered, moaning raw up into that harsh, biting mouth. Gasping over and over, lying passive and letting him take. Though there was really no letting Spike do anything.

Eased his hands up and down his sire's back, shoulders, stroking over the torn, scratched skin as he sighed and moaned up against Spike's lips.

His whole body ached and throbbed, heavy and pained. Had no idea how he was going to walk to Angel's later, just hoped it eased in the few hours till then.


Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:22 pm (UTC)
Hello Cutie

Spike hissed and shifted as Lindsey's hand caught over broken skin and chuckled huskily, loving the idea of Lindsey's marks on him.

Licked his lips and traced his childe's gasping mouth, teasing the sensitive, bruised flesh. Sighing shakily with a laugh.

"Not even close, pet."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:26 pm (UTC)

He snorted, licking over his own sore, bruised lips.

Stared hazily up at him, eyes barely focusing after all that, drowsy, sated eyes.

"What? You denyin' that you wanna be my god?"

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:33 pm (UTC)

"Oh I know I am." He rocked his hips, cock till buried deep with a groaned sigh. "But I don't think he'd be doing this to you anytime soon."

Wanted to keep fucking this boy until they just dusted from exhaustion. Was addictive, all he thought about. Feeling this had, grasping body wrapped around his body.

"Good thing you worship me, then."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 08:52 pm (UTC)

He laughed, husky and laced with a moan as Spike moved inside him.

Licked over his lips, staring up at him. "I wouldn't go that far.. but I'll agree you're more fun than he could ever be," he teased, though Spike wasn't far from the mark.

He did worship him.


Groaned, wondering vaguely if this is what those mice in labs felt like. Who the fuck cared about food when you had this? Push the button till you die, at least you'd die happy.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 09:00 pm (UTC)

Pulled Lindsey flush to his hips, savoring every moment inside that amazing body as he leaned over with a groan.

"You're mine, never letting you go."

He rocked him, almost lovingly. Humming soft, possessive words against his lips. Suddenly feeling so tender it hurt.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 09:09 pm (UTC)

He whimpered, the violence and hot hard lust from earlier softening into something else, lips trembling slightly under his sire's.

Let his eyes flutter closed, sheiling the sudden vulnerability in them, fingers light and hesitant as they stroked over Spike's shoulders.

"Until morning." Words out before he could stop them, wincing inside. Wasn't Spike's fault, well, any more than it was Angel's.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 09:16 pm (UTC)

Spike froze, eyes still closed as he halted the kissing, any kind of movement.

"Was your choice, pet." He kept his anger amazingly well-hidden. "Wanted to go back to them. And I get it, as much as I don't like it."

Opened his eyes, fingers petting over the raised ridges of his childe's brow as he looked at him. "But the're never going to let you go. Not knowing you're going to be killing once you leave."

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 09:30 pm (UTC)

Narrowed his eyes, hating that it was on his head. His fault things were so screwed up.

"Some choice. What did you expect me to do, who did you expect me to trust? The one who killed me and left me there like some sacrifice to be slaughtered who only wants me now because of some weird blood shit or the ones who fought to keep me from getting dusted as soon as I opened my eyes? The people who'd been there for me for months?"

Jerked his head back, shaking his head. Knew it was all his fault but he hadn't known, not then.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 09:49 pm (UTC)

Spike felt a spear of pain in his chest and he cupped one of Lindsey's cheeks, eyes sad.

"I wanted you, Lindsey." He was almost afraid to go on, but Master Vampires didn't get afraid. "Do you know how many people I've had access to in Angel's little club? Even out in Sunnydale, or back in the Angelus days?"

"I chose you because I couldn't stop thinking about you. Not after that night I saw you. Think I was sitting there waiting for you to walk by that night. I chose you because..." He hesitated.

"Because if I couldn't have you, I didn't want anyone to. Figured I'd get a message across to Angel while I did it."

He pulled away, sliding to the foot of the bed with his elbows on his knees. Felt horrid. Not worth being near Lindsey, as badly as he wanted to be.

He'd aimed to kill him, after all.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 10:00 pm (UTC)

Those words were a balm on the deep wounds in his heart over the whole matter, but they weren't enough. They didn't even begin to reach the most painful one.

Felt him withdraw, both physically and emotionally, slowly sitting up, staring at the curve of his sire's back.

Felt the words forcing themselves out, hard as he tried to keep them in, the pain in them palpable. After the violent claiming earlier, the brief tenderness was too much to take.

"Wanted me enough to fuck me, turn me. Not enough to keep me."

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: April 28th, 2007 10:20 pm (UTC)

"I didn't think you wanted to be kept!"

The words came out in frustrated, pained yell over Spike's shoulder, eyes catching Lindsey's for a moment before turning back around. "I dragged you in. Figured you were Angel's and to be honest? I'm tired fighting Angel for things I want." His voice was hollow. "It's pointless. He always wins."

He sighed, heavy, suddenly bone tired. "You didn't want me. But I couldn't help myself."

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