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by Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
at March 6th, 2007 (11:15 pm)


Nipped with blunt teeth in retaliation, body curving flush with Spike's as he stroked up and down his chest, side.

Entire body shivering once with the relief of being there, pressing close, skin to skin with his sire.

Hated that he couldn't hide how much he needed him, wanted him, had to be near him. Made him weak and now that the hectic rush of the past few days had settled, he could feel his nerves completely unraveling at the thought of being so deeply and irrevokably tied to this man.

The thought of losing him.

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Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 7th, 2007 04:27 am (UTC)
Thinking

Got the urge to squeeze Lindsey tight, dragging him almost up onto his chest. Had a sudden worry fill him, fear.

What if Lindsey really didn't want any of this? Sad to say, it had been a mistake to sire him. Now that he had him, though, Spike wouldn't change it for the world.

But would Lindsey?

Could tell this one was a free spirit, not tied down by anyone. And here he was, curled up like a housecat at Spike's side. Is that how the tie was supposed to work? Total love and devotion?

Damn Angelus for fucking up the whole mess. If he'd been brought up right, he'd know.

Settled for rubbing Lindsey's back, purring low as he just soaked up the feel of him. Memorizing it for later when his boy had to go.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 7th, 2007 04:41 am (UTC)

Grunted as he was squeezed and pulled into Spike's chest, muscles lax and loose as he sprawled lazily, body relaxed while his mind was whirling. Unable to stop all the what ifs and whys.

His back arched as Spike slid a hand down it, the sensation of that and the purr under his chest almost enough to ease the buzz in his mind but the feelings were just too unfamiliar to totally quiet down.

A good part of him wanted to rebel simply because the bond made it impossible to be away from him, another part was terrified of what it would be like later if he lost him which made him want to get away as fast as he could before it got worse.

The rest of him was clinging tightly to every moment of this, soaking up every sensation, not realizing until Spike grunted that he was clinging in reality as well. Body sprawled boneless but his nails hooked in and digging hard.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 7th, 2007 04:50 am (UTC)
Are You Serious?

Hissed at the sharp bites of Lindsey's nails, running his hands up to massage and remove those tense fingers from his skin. "It's alright, lovely. I'm right here. Got the whole night ahead of us."

Could sense the unease in the other vampire, the confusion, uncertainty. Ran his hand through the thick brown waves as he sighed.

"Somethin' we need to talk about?"

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 7th, 2007 04:59 am (UTC)

Stiffened slightly, before relaxing again, flexing his fingers before curling them loosely.

Shifted.

How did you tell the one person you wanted and needed so much you couldn't survive if they weren't pressed up against you that you wanted to get as far away from them as possible just because of that compulsion?

Shook his head, muttering, "Naw, m'fine," into the side of Spike's throat, the stroking of his hair making him dozey and warm, easing some of the clenching feelings.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 7th, 2007 05:22 am (UTC)
Talking

Wanted to clear all the confliction from the vampire, but Spike didn't know how. Not when he and his bond with Lindsey may just be the problem.

Settled for stroking his childe's back, letting the lasitude melt into his body. Savored the feel of Lindsey snuggling closer into him with every passing second.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 7th, 2007 05:32 am (UTC)

Releived Spike didn't press it because he honestly didn't know how to express what was wrong, he sucked his lower lip into his mouth and worried it, fingers flexing, then curling again as he tried to not sink them in like before.

Pressed his forehead against the side of his sire's neck and frowned, trying to still his mind. Hating that all the conflicting emotions were making it hard to savor the time he had with him.

Why didn't they wait to gnaw at him when he was holed up at Angel's with tremors wracking his body as he paced or stared at the wall.

Made a soft, lost sound, trying to press in even closer, though he'd have to crawl inside him to manage.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 7th, 2007 05:37 am (UTC)

Sighed and let himself get crawled on, his heart hurting. Didn't know what to do and fuck that made him want to break things.

"Listen, luv." He cradled Lindsey's head, fingers playing in his hair. "Know this is hard, all of it. But..." He fought not to swallow, "Whatever your decision is, I just want to see you happy."

Smiled and tugged playfully at his hair, trying to forget the melacholy moment. "A vampire the likes of which no one has seen."

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Posted at: March 10th, 2007 06:19 am (UTC)
What To Do

Cried out, body shaking. Still didn't move, just held on as Lindsey sucked hard, rolled his hips. His head was going numb, a faint buzz filling his mind as he hooked his ankles.

Let his mouth fall open, a silent moan as he stayed passive and somewhat limp under Lindsey. Knowing he should probably make him stop, go all Sire on him, but he had no want to do it right now.

Might as well see where Lindsey wandered on his own on instinct.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 10th, 2007 06:29 am (UTC)

It only took a few rocking rubs of his dick over Spike's to have that become the stronger need, the blood he'd already consumed slightly easing that hunger.

Still sucked in strong, lazy pulses, never moving his mouth away from the torn skin, but his hips moved more insistantly.

Groaning at every grinding thrust, the hard pressure and rub, every glancing caress as the head of his cock made contact with Spike's or Spike's belly. Whimpered and writhed, nails dragging down his sire's shoulders.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 10th, 2007 06:41 am (UTC)
Out for Blood

Groaned as he held on, fingers flexing to the nails, scraping down Lindsey's back. "Aw fuck, yeah, that's it pet."

Purred at the feel of him, hard and smooth against him, keeping his hips still as Lindsey rubbed them both. Pressed his cheek to Lindsey's hair.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 11th, 2007 05:28 am (UTC)

Hissed against Spike's neck, back arching into the burn of his nails, wanting more. Twisted and moaned.

He fastened his mouth back around the bites and sucked, hips grinding over and over Spike's with each swallow. Rocking back and forth, lost to instinct, having no real rhythm.

Made soft purring noises in his throat, sounds turning louder and more insistant as the pleasure built.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 11th, 2007 05:40 am (UTC)
Hello Cutie

His breath was coming short and shallow, eyes rolled up in his head as he held on and felt the pressure in his body rise with every suck at his throat, every pulse of those hips squeezing his dick.

Could feel his head getting lighter, fuzzier, unable to hold onto any one thing. Overwhelmed by the intensity and hunger in Lindsey. Felt like he was suffocated with it, each pull and rock driving him higher.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 11th, 2007 05:55 am (UTC)

Growled with frustration when the wound started merely trickling blood again, mouth sliding away to mouth hungry and insistant over to the other side of Spike's neck, hips grinding down.

Rolled them over and over, whimpering huskily, the pressure of his body and Spike's cock against his own almost too much, breath gasping out in short pants as he felt the trickle of fire start at his feet and lick upwards, hips stuttering against his sire's.

Sunk his teeth in deep into the other side of Spike's neck, drawing hard as hot pleasure wracked through him.

Posted by: bloodyironspike (bloodyironspike)
Posted at: March 11th, 2007 06:08 am (UTC)
From The Floor

Coughed out a cry, body arching up as it fought to be free, even as his hips bucked hard into Lindsey's.

The weight kept him down and he snarled, before falling limp to the bed, panting. Scratched angry lines down Lindsey's back, all the way down to the curves of his ass.

Feeling his skin break open, fresh blood fill the younger vampire's mouth, made it impossible to hold back anymore. He came with a roken sob of pleasure, gripping uselessly at Lindsey's hips as wave after wave hit him. Each tremor perfectly timed with the blood leaving his body.

Posted by: Lindsey McDonald (exgoldenboy)
Posted at: March 11th, 2007 06:16 am (UTC)

Snarled into Spike's neck, the heady taste of the flowing blood making him shudder over and over, back arching into and then away from the punishing nails.

Felt his eyes roll back as Spike jerked and ground up against him, the slickness now thick between their bellies making every grinding thrust even better until he was on fire with it, following Spike after only a few moments more.

He drew back away from Spike's neck as he came, crying out harshly, hips jerking helplessly.

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